Notes to self

What high are you on? What fear, desire, anxieties, validation, pleasures are slaving you?

Who are you trying to impress? Why?

There is something inside you that is searching. Who is it that’s searching? What is it searching?

You can have what you want, but it will cost you. If you can hold it in your head, you can hold it in your hand. Which option are you not okay with?

You are a representative of humanity on this planet. What examples are you leaving through your words, actions and work?

Too quick to share? Too lazy and distracted to observe or assess or understand

If there is no fear of any kind, what will you do? What would you have done? There is no fear.

What truth are you avoiding acting on?

Whose voices are you carrying in your mind? Why?

If your life is not controlled by you, who is it controlled by? it's not God...

How long do you plan to drift like this? what / who have you been waiting for?

For your dreams to live, dreams of others of you must die; but do you have any of yours left? or yours died keeping alive other people's dreams of you?

Would you trust you? would you depend on you? would you respect you? would you love you? would you rely on you?

Are you a creator, destroyer or just a passive absorber? why? and why not you?

Will you surrender, or fight?

Who would you be, if you did what you decided you'd do

If there had been no fear, what would you do? who would you be? why? can you be despite the fear?

If you had infinite money and time, what would you do? if you had only 30 minutes left to live, what would you do?

What parts of reality, parts of you, have you been denying? why

Why me? or, try me?